Dirty talk and pain - A sluts memory.
Lockdown has given JR and I time to think about our sexual proclivities and why we love what we love.
We love vocalisation during sex. We love the power of words and what they can do mentally.
Someone calling us "sluts", "whores", "fuck pigs", "cunts" is something that illicit's an immediate physical response and that response is usually focused on our clits and or cunts and nipples.
I first got fucked when I was 14 by two guys well into in their 20's. They knew I couldn't pay for the weed I wanted from them so I agreed to let them both fuck me as payment.
My "first time" had 2 elements that I now realise have stayed with me my whole life.
The first was the verbal aspect of sex. Being told what they were going to do to me and how hard they would fuck me, etc, etc I think was actually a blessing. Whilst it was my first time I was not unaware of how casual sex worked in a small country town, from listening in on conversations with the older girls. The guys were gods and women were just whores to be used as the guys saw fit.
Being told I was a "little whore" and that they'd "fuck me senseless" or "so I couldn't walk" were things I'd heard other girls talk about and even hearing those sorts of things in conversation with the girls made me tingly. Hearing it in person had my cunt flooding which was lucky because they did fuck me hard.
I guess I am just a naturally vocal person, so feeling those cocks slamming into my cunt I couldn't be quiet. I had to squeal, moan, swear, beg, plead, grunt, etc. etc. because it just seemed natural. And they liked to talk as well, telling each other how my cunt felt on their cocks, what a slut I was, how long before they blew. Even the noises I made when they held my head and shoved their cocks in my mouth were a turn on to me. I can still remember at one stage thinking "That's me making those noises!". LOL
I have never called my cunt, my "pussy". It sounds so....lame! I guess I do at times but mostly I am proud to call it my CUNT! CUNT has power! CUNT has shock value! CUNT is fucking strong!
I love the word SHITHOLE. I don't want you to fuck my arse or ass or give me anal. I want you to pound my SHITHOLE. Fuck my "SHIT CHUTE"! Wreck my "POOP CHUTE". Those words are so visceral and stimulating. After all sex is a****listic (if it is done right). In our humble opinion.
I owe a huge debt here to my beautiful perverted late husband, Pete. I have had my mental demons over the years and at times would decide I couldn't be the slut who naturally lives in me, I had to be Miss Vanilla. He would bring me out of those times to be the slut I am, because I am a slut and I fucking love it. His education of me through visits to professional Dungeons, public sex acts (pissing in public, allowing myself to be finger fucked by strangers in adult shops) a couple of gang bangs and eventually for a period, a swinging lifestyle all helped me understand the amazing power of words. There are too many instances of when words have just driven me to be a complete whore to recount them all.
An example is in the late 90's, Pete and I were fucking a BBW 22yo Uni student. She is turn had a fuck buddy who had no scruples, no limits and a big cock. At least 9". One drunken Saturday afternoon we were all sitting in our back garden, drinking, smoking joints and things got very loose. I was wearing loose shorts and no panties and right out of the blue he says "You dirty slut. I can see and smell your cunt!" I instantly had that endorphin hit! My brain was sparking and my cunt started to ooze. I pulled my shorts aside and started to rub my fingers up and down my wet slit. He immediately popped his cock from his shorts and worked himself hard and 5 minutes later I was having my cunt pounded in front of my husband for the first time.
JR is a completely different story....up until we met. She had grown up very conservatively and all her life (until she met Pete and I) had lived that way. She admits that I intrigued her. She worked for a company that supplied materials to my husbands company and she and I used to chat often over the phone. One day she came into the office and I remember thinking how hot she was but also how conservative she was. When I said "fuck" her eyes widened and the first time I called someone a cunt I remember she actually turned away. LOL. At a Xmas party I went outside to have a cigarette and she followed me: I thought to also smoke. She didn't produce cigarettes so I handed her mine. She said she didn't smoke but them took one anyway. It was almost a sign. We both still remember clearly the conversation.
A few weeks later, over a couple of bottles of wine I took a huge risk and explained Pete and my lifestyle to her. It could have been a complete fuck up. But she kept listening and then I took her by the hand and walked her to our dungeon (converted garage). I remember the first video I showed her was the gang bang of Princess Donna which for us is an amazing sexual expose on being a slut and a pain whore and BDSM in general. Lets just say the rest is history and she has been an exceptional student in perversity and sadism and is the love of my life.
Which brings me to the 2nd element of my first fuck and the 2nd thing which has stayed with me about sex!
PAIN!
For some that is almost the most taboo of things. Sex is supposed to be gentle and romantic and everyone cums simultaneously in a moment of pure bliss. FUCK THAT!
My first was a 14 yo cunt getting smashed by 2 grown mens' cocks. They didn't care about me and fucking manhandled me into whatever position felt good for them. They grabbed my tits and pinched my nipples hard to make me scream. They slapped my ass and when they could my cunt and my teen titties. When I did scream they slapped my face. That was the first time I experienced what deep throat was and I didn't even know it. LOL But I knew I liked what was happening. Sure it hurt but there was something rushing through me that felt good. The more names they called me and the more they fucked me the better I felt.
I remember they dropped me home (with an extra big bag of weed LOL) and one of them walked me to the door. My mum opened the door. I stood there looking a wreck, smelling of cigarettes and cum with a big bag of weed stinking in my clutch. My cunt was still leaking cum and I had a perfect palm print on my face from where I was slapped. I gave the younger brother a peck on the cheek and thanked him for the lift and walked inside to my room, my thighs coated in cunt juice and jizz. I got to my room and turned off the light and fell on my single bed and luxuriated in the how dirty and used I was feeling. I stuck fingers in my cunt and scooped out the juice and cum and rubbed it all over my face and sucked my fingers clean. I did that time after time until I had an amazing orgasm.
The next morning I hurt! I hurt a fucking LOT! I looked at my cunt in a hand mirror and it was red, puffy and bruised, my titties had finger bruises on them and the mark of my face had only gotten darker. AND I FELT FUCKING AMAZING. I gently rubbed my cunt and the pain felt sooooooo good. I FELT FUCKING PROUD! My little teen cunt and mouth had taken their man cocks and drained their cum and yes I was hurting but I was so fucking strong!
In the days before cell phones we just turned up at friends houses. I didn't shower before I left home and I did smell bad but I fucking loved it. I was 14, fucking invincible and I had jut had my first amazing rough fuck. I rolled two fat joints and walked to my girlfriends house and we disappeared to the nature park where we always went. It was only just before midday and she already knew from the local g****vine!! LOL We smoked a joint each, them some cigarettes and I had to tell her everything that happened. I have never felt more important in my life LOL. She wanted to know if it hurt and I remember saying almost happily "FUCK YEA". I remember her looking so shocked. Of course I become the town slut and guys loved that they could do things with me that they couldn't with their girlfriend or wives but again I felt important and strong. LOL
The next day the pain was even worse and I stayed in bed finger fucking my stinking cunt and licking my juices off my fingers while I rubbed my hurt breasts which turned me on even more. Later that afternoon my mum told me to take a shower. WTF. It was like I was Super Teen Slut Girl and my special powers would be washed away. hahaha
I remember turning the taps on full and putting the hand held nozzle directly on my cunt and cumming against the nozzle head. Since then I have loved pain in sex. I have seen tiny submissive sluts getting flogged in dungeons, screaming as the lashes land and being so incredibly turned on that at times I have nearly passed out. I have had my ass stretched wider then I could ever have imagined. I have administered some of those lashes to other sluts and felt my cunt gush as the whip or cane lands and a sluts screams fill the room. Often it has been my own screams that have filled the space as some special perversity of torture rips through my body. At times I have been scared out of my brain that I have gone too far this time and I would be seriously hurt or worse but I have alway come (and cum) out the other side. My heroines are the Porn Goddess who pushed the boundaries and have guys jerking their cocks while they suck cream from another sluts ass or even better piss direct from a cock or open their legs wide exposing their cunts only to receive a vicious cane or whip strike !
And after every session of perverse brutal sex or video watching of the same I still feel like that 14 yo girl after her first fuck. Fucking sore, fucking dirty but soooooo sooooo fucking strong!!
XXX Katie & JR
We love vocalisation during sex. We love the power of words and what they can do mentally.
Someone calling us "sluts", "whores", "fuck pigs", "cunts" is something that illicit's an immediate physical response and that response is usually focused on our clits and or cunts and nipples.
I first got fucked when I was 14 by two guys well into in their 20's. They knew I couldn't pay for the weed I wanted from them so I agreed to let them both fuck me as payment.
My "first time" had 2 elements that I now realise have stayed with me my whole life.
The first was the verbal aspect of sex. Being told what they were going to do to me and how hard they would fuck me, etc, etc I think was actually a blessing. Whilst it was my first time I was not unaware of how casual sex worked in a small country town, from listening in on conversations with the older girls. The guys were gods and women were just whores to be used as the guys saw fit.
Being told I was a "little whore" and that they'd "fuck me senseless" or "so I couldn't walk" were things I'd heard other girls talk about and even hearing those sorts of things in conversation with the girls made me tingly. Hearing it in person had my cunt flooding which was lucky because they did fuck me hard.
I guess I am just a naturally vocal person, so feeling those cocks slamming into my cunt I couldn't be quiet. I had to squeal, moan, swear, beg, plead, grunt, etc. etc. because it just seemed natural. And they liked to talk as well, telling each other how my cunt felt on their cocks, what a slut I was, how long before they blew. Even the noises I made when they held my head and shoved their cocks in my mouth were a turn on to me. I can still remember at one stage thinking "That's me making those noises!". LOL
I have never called my cunt, my "pussy". It sounds so....lame! I guess I do at times but mostly I am proud to call it my CUNT! CUNT has power! CUNT has shock value! CUNT is fucking strong!
I love the word SHITHOLE. I don't want you to fuck my arse or ass or give me anal. I want you to pound my SHITHOLE. Fuck my "SHIT CHUTE"! Wreck my "POOP CHUTE". Those words are so visceral and stimulating. After all sex is a****listic (if it is done right). In our humble opinion.
I owe a huge debt here to my beautiful perverted late husband, Pete. I have had my mental demons over the years and at times would decide I couldn't be the slut who naturally lives in me, I had to be Miss Vanilla. He would bring me out of those times to be the slut I am, because I am a slut and I fucking love it. His education of me through visits to professional Dungeons, public sex acts (pissing in public, allowing myself to be finger fucked by strangers in adult shops) a couple of gang bangs and eventually for a period, a swinging lifestyle all helped me understand the amazing power of words. There are too many instances of when words have just driven me to be a complete whore to recount them all.
An example is in the late 90's, Pete and I were fucking a BBW 22yo Uni student. She is turn had a fuck buddy who had no scruples, no limits and a big cock. At least 9". One drunken Saturday afternoon we were all sitting in our back garden, drinking, smoking joints and things got very loose. I was wearing loose shorts and no panties and right out of the blue he says "You dirty slut. I can see and smell your cunt!" I instantly had that endorphin hit! My brain was sparking and my cunt started to ooze. I pulled my shorts aside and started to rub my fingers up and down my wet slit. He immediately popped his cock from his shorts and worked himself hard and 5 minutes later I was having my cunt pounded in front of my husband for the first time.
JR is a completely different story....up until we met. She had grown up very conservatively and all her life (until she met Pete and I) had lived that way. She admits that I intrigued her. She worked for a company that supplied materials to my husbands company and she and I used to chat often over the phone. One day she came into the office and I remember thinking how hot she was but also how conservative she was. When I said "fuck" her eyes widened and the first time I called someone a cunt I remember she actually turned away. LOL. At a Xmas party I went outside to have a cigarette and she followed me: I thought to also smoke. She didn't produce cigarettes so I handed her mine. She said she didn't smoke but them took one anyway. It was almost a sign. We both still remember clearly the conversation.
A few weeks later, over a couple of bottles of wine I took a huge risk and explained Pete and my lifestyle to her. It could have been a complete fuck up. But she kept listening and then I took her by the hand and walked her to our dungeon (converted garage). I remember the first video I showed her was the gang bang of Princess Donna which for us is an amazing sexual expose on being a slut and a pain whore and BDSM in general. Lets just say the rest is history and she has been an exceptional student in perversity and sadism and is the love of my life.
Which brings me to the 2nd element of my first fuck and the 2nd thing which has stayed with me about sex!
PAIN!
For some that is almost the most taboo of things. Sex is supposed to be gentle and romantic and everyone cums simultaneously in a moment of pure bliss. FUCK THAT!
My first was a 14 yo cunt getting smashed by 2 grown mens' cocks. They didn't care about me and fucking manhandled me into whatever position felt good for them. They grabbed my tits and pinched my nipples hard to make me scream. They slapped my ass and when they could my cunt and my teen titties. When I did scream they slapped my face. That was the first time I experienced what deep throat was and I didn't even know it. LOL But I knew I liked what was happening. Sure it hurt but there was something rushing through me that felt good. The more names they called me and the more they fucked me the better I felt.
I remember they dropped me home (with an extra big bag of weed LOL) and one of them walked me to the door. My mum opened the door. I stood there looking a wreck, smelling of cigarettes and cum with a big bag of weed stinking in my clutch. My cunt was still leaking cum and I had a perfect palm print on my face from where I was slapped. I gave the younger brother a peck on the cheek and thanked him for the lift and walked inside to my room, my thighs coated in cunt juice and jizz. I got to my room and turned off the light and fell on my single bed and luxuriated in the how dirty and used I was feeling. I stuck fingers in my cunt and scooped out the juice and cum and rubbed it all over my face and sucked my fingers clean. I did that time after time until I had an amazing orgasm.
The next morning I hurt! I hurt a fucking LOT! I looked at my cunt in a hand mirror and it was red, puffy and bruised, my titties had finger bruises on them and the mark of my face had only gotten darker. AND I FELT FUCKING AMAZING. I gently rubbed my cunt and the pain felt sooooooo good. I FELT FUCKING PROUD! My little teen cunt and mouth had taken their man cocks and drained their cum and yes I was hurting but I was so fucking strong!
In the days before cell phones we just turned up at friends houses. I didn't shower before I left home and I did smell bad but I fucking loved it. I was 14, fucking invincible and I had jut had my first amazing rough fuck. I rolled two fat joints and walked to my girlfriends house and we disappeared to the nature park where we always went. It was only just before midday and she already knew from the local g****vine!! LOL We smoked a joint each, them some cigarettes and I had to tell her everything that happened. I have never felt more important in my life LOL. She wanted to know if it hurt and I remember saying almost happily "FUCK YEA". I remember her looking so shocked. Of course I become the town slut and guys loved that they could do things with me that they couldn't with their girlfriend or wives but again I felt important and strong. LOL
The next day the pain was even worse and I stayed in bed finger fucking my stinking cunt and licking my juices off my fingers while I rubbed my hurt breasts which turned me on even more. Later that afternoon my mum told me to take a shower. WTF. It was like I was Super Teen Slut Girl and my special powers would be washed away. hahaha
I remember turning the taps on full and putting the hand held nozzle directly on my cunt and cumming against the nozzle head. Since then I have loved pain in sex. I have seen tiny submissive sluts getting flogged in dungeons, screaming as the lashes land and being so incredibly turned on that at times I have nearly passed out. I have had my ass stretched wider then I could ever have imagined. I have administered some of those lashes to other sluts and felt my cunt gush as the whip or cane lands and a sluts screams fill the room. Often it has been my own screams that have filled the space as some special perversity of torture rips through my body. At times I have been scared out of my brain that I have gone too far this time and I would be seriously hurt or worse but I have alway come (and cum) out the other side. My heroines are the Porn Goddess who pushed the boundaries and have guys jerking their cocks while they suck cream from another sluts ass or even better piss direct from a cock or open their legs wide exposing their cunts only to receive a vicious cane or whip strike !
And after every session of perverse brutal sex or video watching of the same I still feel like that 14 yo girl after her first fuck. Fucking sore, fucking dirty but soooooo sooooo fucking strong!!
XXX Katie & JR
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