My first sexual experience, and yes it was gay

I did something wrong and posted this to stories instead of my blog so I'm just copy/pasting it here now. Smiles


When I was much younger (I won't mention age, so don't ask) I was staying the night at a friends house with several others. We all had to share beds and I got to bunk with a guy who we will call "Adam" We were laying on a fold out couch just outside his mom's room. We were laying there and I pretended to be asleep when I felt him start touching me. I got hard almost immediately but still pretended to sleep because I had no idea how to feel about this. It felt so wrong and yet right at the same time. He kissed and licked my stomach just above my underwear. Soon enough, he had my dick out and was just stroking it very slowly as he worked his mouth down to it. About the time he just got his mouth onto the head of my dick I heard his mom get up and he did as well. He stopped and laid his head on the pillow as his mom walked past us and got a drink from the kitchen and went back to bed.

After laying there several minutes with nothing happening, I realized it was my turn and started kissing and playing with his nipples as I stroked his cock, this time he faked sleep. His dick was soo hard. I kissed my way down to his underwear and then started licking his cock through his underwear. I new I wanted more, Funny how easily his shorts came down considering he was "sound asleep" lol. Not having a clue what to do, I just did what I thought I would like. I licked him from balls to tip as his un-cut dick just twitched. I slid his tool into my mouth and started sucking and moving my head. He started moaning and gently rocking his hips slowly in rhythm with my head movement. I began to notice he was rocking his hip slightly harder and faster as the moments went by, until I was all but being face fucked. He finally let out a long moan as his cock exploded in my mouth. I continued sucking with a mouth full of cum until I had to swallow it. I licked what cum ran out of my mouth and onto his balls and lower stomach clean. I pulled his underwear back up, again surprisingly easily for someone sleeping, and laid back down. He rolled over and put his arm over me and spooned with me until we both fell asleep.

The next morning while every one was still sleeping I woke up to him grinding his cock against my asshole while jerking me off both through/over my shorts. I pulled them down and let him have me as much as he wanted, he never did get his dick in me, but it felt so good up against my tight hole. I looked over my shoulder and looked him in the eyes and we started kissing. I told him I was about to cum and he told me to do it. I came in his hand. He tasted some of it then put the rest on his dick and lubed it up. He came all over my ass and balls ass he more or less titty fucked my butt cheeks. Many years have gone by since then and I still jerk off to the thought of it from time to time. We fooled around a bit more after that but never got to that level again.

I never messed with a guy again after him and never thought I was gay or bi for a long time. In my mid 20's I started to be attracted to guys again even tough I was married. I fooled around with a few behind her back. Now I'm basically a closet bi who is more gay than straight.